The Lament of JSB

R. KELLY - "I WISH"


"I wish that I could hold you now.. I wish that I could touch you now.. I wish that I could talk to.. Be with you somehow.. I know you're in a better place.. Even though I can't see your face.. I know your smiling down on me.. Sayin' everything's ok.."


This post is for you.. "I Wish" got me through a tough time after you passed away.. I miss you so much.. There isn't a day that passes by that I don't think about you.. You were a large part of my life and now you're not here to see your baby grow.. As if you didn't already know, your baby had a baby.. And your baby stopped going to school just to work.. I know, I know.. You're probably rolling over in your grave.. But I KNOW that you love for me wouldn't change.. It was an unconditional love.. A strong bond that could never be replaced.. I know that no matter what the circumstances, you loved me beyond a shadow of a doubt.. And I love you like no other.. I am glad that you are no longer in pain but I can't deny the selfish desire to still have you here.. Just keep looking down on me.. You're my guardian angel.. And I'm your "IQ"..